home?

back in minnesota...in the house where i've spent most of my life...with 2 of the people I call my friends....and it all seems like an odd dream....i'm yearning to get back already...i just got here today and am leaving tomorrow...that couldn't come soon enough. yes, i'm happy to see my parents but i guess i miss college. i keep thinking of the people there, granted a lot left for fall break, but 2 of my good friends are there and i miss them.

i suppose this is how it will be from now on. everytime i go home it will seem more and more like a familiar memory. i didn't feel distant from my parents, perhaps because we've been talking once a week and e-mailing. but i hung out with 2 friends from high school...it just felt odd after awhile. i felt like we live in completely different worlds, which we do...but wow. but that's to be expected i guess. i just want to go back. i needed a change of scenery and i got it. i came back, looked around, and realized it was enough. i want to go home...home, is that what i call college now? i suppose...it is my home