how does one write about emotion? can one describe it? i think i'm going to try...single words to phrases to pictures describing something close to how i feel.
nature
hillside
coffee
park
sunshine
vending machines
practice room
pit
couches
front seat of car
cats
enveloped in arms
feeling safe and secure,
taken care of
no harm to befall me
trust...complete trust
time stops (even though i keep looking)
i want to smash time and make it go away
bathed in smiles and "i love you"s
"you're beautiful"
"you're wonderful"
"let's get married"
light shining on his face
and yours
a glow coming from the sun...and something within
what's within? contentment?
love? trust?
a fairy tale, novel, movie....is this real?
yes, it is
flying above my life
above my stress, depressions, anxieties
creating something
painting a relationship, something beyond
dare i say it, soulmates??
falling deeper and deeper
but i'm not really falling, i'm flying
perfection attained...but its not perfection, we're still human
i'm still human....but its good and pure
the world just feels...right
i feel right
i feel
i me myself....but happier because of him
full of life because of him
i have given part of myself
and in return part of myself has grown
still growing
growing
maybe this is what it means?
underneath the stage makeup
my life behind the characters I play on stage


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