My fatigue must be setting in when I can't send a simple e-mail. Ahh. Anyway, I spent most of my night at Lil Abner auditions with dad as his accompianist. But typical me, I kept wanting to get up and audition, too, because I could do it better (or I thought I could). But I kept telling myself that's why you're going to college for this. But I could have easily been Daisy Mae out of that group. Meanwhile, my dad will probably get Pappy Yokum.

But my advisor, who also happens to be the head of the musical theatre departement, sent me the 2204-2005 season. There are 2 plays where I have a shot at a principle/lead role. Especially the fall musical. I have no idea if I have a chance, but at least the possibility is there.

Well, tomorrow is officially my 3 month anniversary with A. It doesn't sound like a milestone, but 3 months is the longest I've been with a guy. 2 years ago I wanted out of the relationship by halfway through the 2nd month but held on until after his birthday. Now its 3 months and I don't want it to end. This makes me really happy, because I thought I was incapable of commitment. Too independent or looking for extremely high expectations or bored easily or something like that. So tomorrow I'll spend the evening with A. I'm so excited to see him. Its funny about A but this entire relationship just seems right. We're suited for each other in a way that I can't explain conciously. He just makes me feel blissfully happy.

Ah, but enough of this love stuff that's probably making you puke....or sigh in A's case. I need sleep.