Monday, October 18, 2004

too much, but manageable

yet another hell week....another show this weekend, my last as a performer this semester. i feel its coming upon me too quickly....my lines aren't completely learned and my character far from found. i need to do some searching and i need to search for the time in which to do so. homework creeps in and i find myself trying to schedule out everything in my head....spare time-do this.....instead i find myself getting distracted ala last night staying up until 2:30 talking with AM and EC. nothing i regretted except for the bodily abuse that later set in....lack of sleep which led to getting up late, which led to skipping breakfast, which led to a working lunch, which led to only a sandwich and a pickle to have eaten for the entire day until dinner at 5.

so i'm in the mood to write...mostly because i haven't written in awhile....and because i still have to find a topic for a paper i'm to workshop on wednesday.....ah, i love homework....

i find myself stumbling upon life and being surrounded by all the things i have to accomplish. i hardly have the time to look beyond my bubble of self to the outside world. what little i've been able to see has not stretched much beyond the theatre department. i know nothing about the current events. i'm not an educated voter, except that i still have to register to vote. i'm not even sure i can do that now, since the deadline is past and i don't know if one can register the day of in illinois as they can in minnesota.

multi tasking: running lines as i'm writing in my blog. i don't think i can do it.