Oh the irony, I complain that I hate writing [papers, homework, etc] and here I am....typing away. Things will be better. Its just that I'd like to accomplish a mindless task once in a while. I thought I could do something easy- print out all the materials needed so I can send my audition application tomorrow. I go to read the documents needed list and I thought I had to submit an essay, which I had written 2 months ago....no its a letter....dammit! An essay is not a letter, I have to re-write this....shit. Plus I still have to finish my paper because I'm hopelessly behind in that class. I have the main stuff written, but now I have to find quotes to support my ideas. This royally sucks since I have to wade through a novel I haven't read in 3 weeks and I really didn't comphrend all of it the first time I read it.

Damned homework....I'm complaining to Mom that all I do is write. Essays, papers, notes, worksheets, etc....Or I'm reading and doing research....god, i hate homework. Gone are the days I can do some easy worksheet where the answers are so obvious you don't have to read the chapter.

Once again its Sunday night and I've been procrastinating all weekend....hmm, this seems awfully familiar....maybe its because I do this every weekend.....now there's a concept. Its times like this that I just might cheat because I don't want to do this bullshit. I've learned what I need to know from this....I just don't want to take the time to organize my thoughts.

God I'm so superficial, I'm complaining about homework. Wow, what a horrible problem. I can put this off....I just shouldn't. Yes, let me complain about homework because that's all I have to focus on. Its not even a serious problem. Its not like I can't turn it in next week or in January. Maybe I'd fare better if I had enforced due dates.

ok, obviously this is stupid.....stupid me....stewing about nothing.....a fucking paper....and some letter that wouldn't be too hard to adapt from my essay.

Maybe I can work now that i've lost my temper....at least I'm not tired anymore.