so here i am.....

i finished both of my papers....

trying to work on my islam presentation....and getting sidetracked

will have to leave in 45 minutes....

won't be back until 9 or so...

do i work then?

more importantly, will i be able to?

procrastination is possible, but do i risk it?



had a close mental breakdown this afternoon while trying to summon the want/ intellect to write my paper.....for some reason it made me really emotional. i am tired of all this shit....started speculating about the what if- what if i didn't do this paper? what if i didn't finish the class? of course i make the mistake of doing this in front of mom, who's tired of my griping and i start swearing a little more than she'd like to hear....

i am trying my damndest to finish all this shit so i can put it behind me next week....its bearable if i keep thinking next week it will all be over.

in the meantime, its still this week and my brain is easily distracted...especially when it wants to be easily distracted...

....is it ever possible to outwit your obligations?....

listening to a tape my friend from Germany sent me for Christmas....she left a message after the end of the music