Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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This should maybe be an obvious clue to what has already been pointed out to me....by D (new years), my last relationship w/ J....and I have figured this out on my own, yet been too afraid to change it. So in my search to find more meaningful relationships with people, romantic or otherwise, is it all in vain? I know one shouldn't let their live be ruled by meaningless things like quizzes....but there must be some degree of truth in it. I'll admit this is depressing, but I'm still awed by the accurate nature of it. That's why I posted the results. Can one change situations like this? I suppose that as difficult a question such as, "Can one change themselves?" Or is the change merely the will and motivation to change. And even if one possesses those things, will the change happen? Or do we resign ourselves to our current lifestyle and try to find contentment in it? Or are we submitting to something beyond our control? Too many questions, yet no time to ponder the answers. That is what makes me most unhappy. Yet, at the same time it is this that saves me from my melancholy dwellings. Maybe what I felt last summer was love, even though it seemed so bizzarre. Maybe it was love, and that's why the pain took forever to go away....and maybe it's still there. I wonder what it would be like if I saw J again....and I might at a speech meet or two. What will that be like?