Life is better at the moment. Two weeks of vacation stretch ahead of me. Maybe if I can manage to relax and sleeping plus get work done, it will make next year much happier.

I'm going to J's going away party tonight. It will be nice to hang out with the Alex theatre crowd, since I won't be doing a show there before I leave for college....and probably will mean I won't be doing a show there for quite a long time, if ever. But I was thinking about this today and realized I might see K. Not outside the rhelm of possibility....I mean, he has to be home on break right now. I would hope he wouldn't stay in NY for Christmas. He'd come, he's known J much longer than I have and I'm sure his family would be there, like mine.

L is coming home Monday. I hope I get to see her besides church....actually, probably not even in church....I just hope I see her. I have no idea what she'd even be doing or how long she's staying. I should e-mail her....I tend to be forgotten when I'm not around. Typical L, mind is always in the present and not thinking of those not around her.....with exceptions (J!, probably W) How I envy her for her spontaneous lifestyle. I wish I could have that. Its funny whenever I'm with L, cool stuff just happens. I think that's just part of the way she is.

More weirdness with me.....I'm starting to flirt with D (different guy, a soph) I think he might have a thing for me, but even if he didn't I wouldn't care. I'm just being a horrible flirt because I can. I kind of do the same thing with P, though not with P (different guy). The odd thing is, I don't want anything to happen....save maybe making out or whatever....its just something fun. In a way I'm being like L, she would tell me how she was like this around her group of theatre guy friends. The irony here is I'm doing this with her sister L's group of theatre guy friends. Hmmm....

But the dumb part about me flirting is we were hanging out in the booth before one-act practice yesterday....D was sitting on the ralling and for some reason I was going to sit next to him....I don't remember what we were talking about. So I hop up to sit on the railing and slipped, but instead of going back over the railing off the ramp behind me (thank god)....I do some odd acrobatic stunt, and end up with my hips on the bottom railing and my hands still hanging on to the top one. K, P and D....are all concerned....I'm sure it must have been funny/cool/scary to see....I'm laughing...thinking, what the hell did I do?.....yeah, yeah, I'm fine....start checking to make sure nothing hurts too bad.... Except today I have this scrape on my left hip, and sore muscle in that same area... Wow, I'm talented....but it was funny. And I kind of wonder how that looked.