Saturday, February 14, 2004

PAST
-first grade teacher's name: Miss Donat
-last word you said: can't remember, the last time i spoke i was singing
-last song you sang: entirely, something out of my norah jones piano book
-last thing you laughed at: my memories
-last time you cried: two weeks ago when i worked myself into a frenzy about getting screwed over by the wizard of oz casting (i know its stupid)

.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: at the moment i'm listening to norah jones
-what color socks are you wearing: white
-what's under your bed: old art pictures i have no place for but can't bear to throw away
-what time did you wake up today: 9 am or there abouts

.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: hopefully an actress, preferably on the stage
-where are you going to live: wherever i can find work, most likely NY or London
-how many kids do you want: none or possibly one
-what kind of car will you drive: if i live in ny or london i don't want one....but if i can dream i want either a bmw, jetta, volvo, european type cars.

.CURRENT.
-current hair: recently colored slightly reddish brown and cut (i have bangs)
-current clothes: green v-neck and jeans
-current jewelry: none
-current annoyance: letting my emotions overthrow my logic
-current smell: A's cologne (i'm wearing his sweatshirt)
-current longing: easing my mind from my heart
-current desktop picture: dishwalla image from opeline cd
-current favorite music artist: modest mouse
-current book: not reading anything at the moment, something i really regret
-current worry: going too fast emotionally in a new relationship
-current hate: losing it as quickly as it came into my life
-story behind your username: artsygoddess- i'm completely devoted to the arts and i'm a goddess of them
-current favorite article of clothing: A's sweatshirt or my beret
-favorite physical feature on a girl: eyes
-one person you wish was here right now: A
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: k...now that we're on the same page...
-i am happiest when: i'm with A
-i feel lonely when: i'm alone with my practical thoughts
-favorite authors: Shakespeare, Madeline L'Engle, HG Wells
-do you think too much: yes, i over analyze things
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: boston
-famous person you have met: local news anchor i who was in The Fantastiks with me
-do you have any regrets: too many
-sex or love: love
-favorite coffee: anything with a bit of cream and sugar
-favorite smell: A's cologne, the hall
-what makes you mad: hasty judgements
-favorite way to waste time: blogging, surfing in general
-what is your best quality: my creativity
-are in currently in love/lust: yes, and i'm still determining whether it is love or lust
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: told someone i love them after being with them for 2 days
-any bad habits: my fears
-do you find it hard to trust people: i open up, then wish i hadn't- which only makes it worse for the next person
-last thing you bought yourself: hair gel, phone card, and a card for A
-bath or shower: Shower
-favorite season: early autumn
-favorite color: Black
-favorite time of day: evening
-gold or silver: gold
-any secret crushes: yes...but they've currently evaporated

.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: about 3 or so
-do you wear a watch: no, actually i have one but i never wear it
-favorite pants color: denim, or other earth tones
-most expensive item of clothing: ahh, my peacoat?
-most treasured: A's sweatshit

.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: some more than others
-what do they tend to be like: Intelligent, caring, dependable
-can you count on them: Absolutely
-can they count on you: yes

.LAST.
-last book you read: A Wrinkle in Time by Madeline L'Engle
-last movie you saw: Bend it Like Beckham
-last show you watched on tv: a bad sci fi movie with A in the umm tv lounge, but we didn't watch a lot of it
-last song you heard: currently listening to smile empty soul
-last thing you had to drink: water
-last thing you ate: cottage cheese and mandarin oranges
-last time you showered: this morning
-last time you smiled: can't remember, sometime today
-last time you laughed: see above
-last person you hugged: A
-last person you talked to online: currently talking to A
-last person you talked to on the phone: A

.DO YOU.
-smoke: No
-do drugs: No
-drink: no
-sleep with stuffed animals: no
-have a dream that keeps coming back: not really, but i was having a stream of kissing dreams
-play an instrument: piano and percussion
-believe there is life on other planets: Sure
-read the newspaper: when able
-have any gay or lesbian friends: yes
-believe in miracles: they may happen
-consider yourself tolerant: Yes
-consider police a friend or foe: neutral
-like the taste of alcohol: Not really
-have a favorite stooge: No
-believe in astrology: yeah, a bit of a horoscope nut
-believe in magic: yeah
-pray: in church
-go to church: yes
-have any secrets: Yes
-have any pets: a dog
-go or plan to attend college: college auditions start this weekend
-talk to strangers: yes, sometimes its quite amusing
-have any piercings: one hole in each ear
-have any tattoos: no
-hate yourself: Sometimes
-wish on stars: not really
-like your handwriting: quite a bit
-believe in witches: i play a witch and i have sisters, of course they're real
-believe in ghosts: we have ghosts in the play, too
-believe in santa: yes (even though santa is my mom)
-believe in the easter bunny: see above
-believe in the tooth fairy: she doesn't like me anymore
-have a second family: my theatre families
-sing in the shower: yes