I'm feeling burnt out and hating school at the moment, which is ironic considering i had the day off and have yet to have a full 5 day week for the past 2 months. Nevertheless, back to academic classes on Monday and I'm feeling ready to give up on my seemingly pointless activities (suddenly not caring about speech, Wizard, solo ensemble and the like, very unlike me).
Good things of the day- the weather is beautiful for mid march in Minnesota, 60 degrees and sunny....so instead of going to the gym and running on a treadmil, i decide to trek the streets of Elbow Lake and i couldn't help noticing what a quaint little town it is....nostalgia sets in and i'm realizing how little time i have left here...etc etc
going to L's house in about an hour, realizing that perhaps i should get off the computer, pack, finish A's cd and possibly eat before i leave the house for 24 hrs.
but anyway, i have this great longing for summer. must be the weather or something, but when i can drive in my car with no coat and the windows open i just can't fathom conforming to school. i only have 9 weeks left....the reality of parting has begun to set in....and i'm happy and sad, tonight will be another reminder of what i'll soon be leaving behind. maybe it will be times like this that I'll look back on high school and think it not so bad...
but must be off
underneath the stage makeup
my life behind the characters I play on stage


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