previously up until 10 minutes ago i was in a state of extreme hyperness brought on by artificial chemicals (glucose, fructose, and the like...chocolate, mwahahaha) meanwhile, my seemingly current being of fatigue has taken its usual place....so here I am, sitting in front of my computer, maintaining an image of artsy/attractive yet dishevelled....short black skirt, black shirt, black boa/scarf-esque thing, black and red flower scarf as belt, hair in a up do with various peices of hair falling out, make up clumpy and running but sexy unkempt (why am i describing this? i have no idea, besides the fact i was told i look good from 4 different people)

various things that happened since i last posted i feel have relevance at present

1. got a rejection letter from stevens point...felt slightly sad about it because i was snubbed instead of the other way around (it was my last choice in the line of auditioned schools) the only downside is i think i have no chance of getting into boston, but i'd be perfectly happy going to rockford...and i was beginning to wonder if the only reasons i wanted to go to boston would be for location and prestige...

2. i was completely crazy and hyper today for speech...took great pleasure in being odd...frolicking about the school, laughing all the time, generally being weird.

3. talked to C, who happens to be K's younger brother at the speech meet....he's like a mini-K....man, if i were a freshman and not taken....

4. figured out my independent study from 2nd quarter, classic novels that i was so fed up with the endless papers and the like....got my grade from the course and the teacher told me i was one of the best students she ever had with extremely bright analytical ability. i got a 97% on my final paper, the only thing deducting me was my somewhat weak conclusion. and my entire grade was a 95 %, A...awesome so I did pull off a 4.0 that quarter

5. got 5th in speech, competing mostly against jr high kids and ppl from my school. got me thinking i probably won't be in sections, and if by some miracle i make it there, i won't be getting to final round/ state....so i'm wondering how much i should make an effort to improve my piece...take advice from A, who says i've been working too hard at my play

6. i have a spectacular weekend ahead of me....a day to myself tomorrow, going to L's house for an old fashioned girls night in, seeing A all day saturday, and going to a professional show with the musical production class sunday...

7. i'm wondering if all the sudden academic work i'll have starting monday will be good for me, on the account i rarely had to use my academic skills this quarter...plus i'm fairly certain i got another 4.0