well, lost my first post and msn was being strange....the computers are out to get me...

anyway....odd day for me as far as fluctuating moods go....i'm running on very little sleep and the pressure is starting to get to me....i'm nearing that time of year where i threaten to have a mental breakdown...but its funny i've been progressively feeling more and more burnt out and the feeling just caught up with me...i almost fall asleep in photography, spend all of choir moving percussion equipment and tuning the bass drum....i frantically try to read the assignment for pop culture right before lunch....lose my resource because i have to help mom with costumes which runs into pop culture....band is the last rehearsal before the concert, in which i'm looking for yarn mallets because the jr high hoards them...econ makes me feel stupid because i have these stocks mom picked out and i'm not knowledgable to know why they're good. speech practice, and i need to have an overhaul of my speech because i have no comedic timing with dry humor...and i end up practicing with the worse coach....and eventually our exchange of words when i bring this up causes me to almost cry as i'm leaving school...why, i'm not sure...

so this school thing, these extracurriculars and what-not that's getting to me is stupid and superficial...soon it will all be over...til then