My Life Events Since I Last Posted (in order)

1. Had a wonderful time with A on Wednesday...told him I loved him and everything is right in the world.

2. No more braces, ever! And my retainers are on the backside of my teeth aka not visible.

3. Went to college audition number 2 in Rockford, IL.

4. Have returned home temporarily for 2 days then will fly to Boston for college audition number 3 on Wednesday.

Elaboration- solely on the important parts-

Keeping with the chronological theme at the moment;
Wednesday was utter bliss. I was greeted by an enormous hug from A at the coffee house. Basically, we didn't do anything interesting...went to the student center at the college for a hang out....and ended up in the practice rooms because all the private areas with a clock were taken. Strange for me to be in the HFA builiding since that's where I had my dirty fling with J over the summer. But we were sitting, cuddling in the practice room and we could hear through the walls a marvelous piano player playing the snowflake (some peice A is familiar, I'd just vaguely remembered it) and it seemed to fit so well with the mood.....A was being so wonderful, I could see in his eyes how much he loved me and cared about me and wanted to make me happy. I need reassurance of this.....and i just felt this overwhelming surge of emotion of wanting to return all of those things This wasn't just wishful thinking, this emotion is/was genuine.....so I told him those three words that I'm terrified of....those three words that symbolize what I most fear, vunerability. I flung my fears to the wind leaving only A to catch me. and he did....we flew, soaring above the world, me in his protective arms knowing nothing would ever happen to spoil this wonderful state as long as he had control. and we parted and I have not spoken to him since because I've been away....

leaving it at that for the moment....the college audition stuff seems out of place with this post